Sunday, November 27, 2005

^!^ noV oUtInGs ^!^

it's another sunday entry...hahaz...guess i'm too busy to blog on other days...wat a busy week...really...simply choir and co pracs can already drain my time away...then this week i got 2 outings...which also made me broke...but at least i had fun...hehehz...

allow me to crap on the choir and co pracs...basically...it was fine actually...for choir...did the usual singing and met a lot of JC2 choir seniors...they seemed to be a group of nice ppl (luckily...hahaz...) not to think abt the time factor...choir is not bad after all lahz...maybe i shld consider joining choir as second cca..(since the seniors encourage the contract singers....hmmm) as for co...went back for prac on tues...luckily the instructor was absent...or else she will suan me again...or even...ignore my presence...haiz...cos my skills sux lahz...had to learn the new song...it's was tough...the fingerings are too complicated...have to rely on my fellow "tan bo" mates...i think i'll be outcasted (useless...) soon...when new expert JC1s come in...boo hoo...missed the prac on wed...cos i was not informed and also got choir...(sickening golden haired mane's fault!!!)

22nd NOV--dor's bdae...thought cld celebrate with her, along with ping & ong...but too bad dor cldnt make it at the last minute...so in the end...ping, ong & me went suntec and hang out...hahaz...it'd been a long time since we went shopping in the evening...quite cool indeed...ping was soo funny...always snapping photos whenever she saw pretty things...ong & I will juz crap along the way too...i think this jie meiz gathering will be much better if dor was there...hahaz...PING. ONG. DOR. VAN. >>>Forever Friends!

26th NOV--05S6G outing!!! yeah...frankly speaking...i'll nvr miss one 6g's outing...cos i'm the planner mahz...hahahz... i shld say it was a success...although not many ppl turned up (less than i expected...)however...i was pleased already...cos it's an improvement frm the last outing...(last time onli 4 ppl...this time got 8!!) a big thank you to wenxin, yu rong, hsiang ling (ah ma!), xinhui, yuze, hanjie & weiming for turning up!!! thanx for all ya support! (am i being dramatic? hahz!) anyway, we went to marina bay for steamboat...ate a lot of cos...i did enjoy myself...got teased by the gals (burnt meat...), seeing hui & hanjie squabbling...laughing & eating together...i was indeed moved by our friendship...even though we were only classmates for short 3 months...later on, hui, me, hanjie & weiming went to orchard to view the christmas lights...hahaz...kinda fun too...haiz...really miss those 6g days....

hey...can u hear my blog's music...i changed the midi liaoz...cos ping & ong said the previous one sux...i like this current midi ya r hearing...it's one of the songs from D.N Angel (anime)...named "Fragments of Dreams"...i find it vey soothing & dreamy...hahaz...i'm currently actively reading comics...now i'm reading 4 comic titles at one go lohz...hahaz...spent too much money on renting comics liaoz...but cnt control myself mahz...i'm also watching anime too...LOVE HINA...hahaz...i think i'm going gaga over jap stuff...hohoho...a new manga author to introduce...Mimi Tajima...her story plots are rather awesome...manga juz ROX!

i will yak more next time...hahaz...b4 i blog off...juz wanna say something...I WANT TO LOOK FOR A PART TIME JOB! Haiz...cos i'm super cash tight!!! But it's hard to find a job to suit my timing...but juz wondering who got lobang can tell me....hehez...it wld be best if the days/hrs are flexible...hohoho..."desperate job seeker gal!"

tat's it at 10:51 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

*//*mIxEd FeELiNgS *//*

dazed...haiz...guess i'm feeling kinda weird now...dun ask me why...my mood swings are juz unpredictable...maybe i'm juz a vulnerable person...so emotions can easily overpower me...hmmm...now listening to jay chou's songs...his songs are REALLY great...cos his voice and the melody of his songs seem to possess the ability to bring me into my inner world...where i can day-dream!!! hAhA! his ballads rocks man!
trying hard to find an explanation for my thoughts...aiyahz...maybe i'm undergoing "mild depression and self-thinking" stage? i'm always like tat...hahahz...juz finished watching D.N Angel...trying to pia this anime...overall...it's quite nice but a bit confusing to me lahz...so i'm planning to watch it again...hehe...
sometimes, i realise tat i do learn a lot of things from anime and comics...some ppl found it a waste of time to pick up this hobby...but i dun think so... cos i began to understand more about the true meaning of friendship, love, kinship and even life...so i'm super impressed by the manga authors and animators...their thoughts are really way beyond our imagination...can u believe it...i do find myself part of the story plots sometimes...feeling the sorrow & joy...hahaz...no wonder ppl can cry & laugh sooo hard when watching tv or reading any books...i'm not an exception of cos...my teacher once said tat watching too much tv can make one an idiot...cos we werent using our brain at all...but he was wrong...i believe tat we use our brain to think and our heart to feel when we are exposed to touching & meaningful scenes...we are actually learning too...hohoho....at least this opinion is frm a tv fanatic like me...hehez...
erm...nvm if u dun understand wat i'm typing...hahaz...it juz the "me" when i'm in the dreamy state...ok let's go back to reality...nothing much happened this week...juz some extra lectures...it seemed tat the mood to study wasnt there...everyone was already in the holiday mood...but we did have to face the outcome...TUTORIAL HOMEWORK...yikes...i started learning option topic for bio...haiz..biodiversity...wat viruses, bacteria...fungi...eck! gonna stuck with "them" till the end of 'A' levels...
had usual choir lessons...sad to say...choir is not as easy as i think...cos i kept singing the wrong thing...breathing the wrong way...the more mistakes i make...the more i feel despondent...same as co...i noe my skills sux (even the instructor says so..)...izzit becos i really lack the passion to master them (maybe i'm not a music person..)? i dun noe wat i wan actually...i like to slack but i dun like to be the weakest...maybe i do have my self esteem afterall...hahaz...i'm angry at myself sometimes...cos choir is really too time consuming...many of my plans were kinda ruined...i got a bit sense of regret...if i did not take part in this competition...wat'll become of me? but my positive side allows me to believe tat as long as i'm willing to put in more effort...i can do it...hey...who noes...this singing experience can be extraordinary...hahaz...so I'M OK LIAOZ... :p
went out with ong & ping ytd...i enjoyed myself very much cos i cherish our friendship...ppl often says it's hard to maintain a friendship when friends arent not together...but we actually DID it...although we were in the same class for only 2 years short...but our friendship is still going strong till now...so i felt blessed to noe them (plus dor!!)...hahaz...we went to the library and shopped for dor's present (did shopping of our own too!)...settled down in mos burger, sipping our ice milk tea and eating fries, chatting about interesting sch & love lives of each other...hahaz...it wld be great if we can do tat once in a while...hehez...
oOpS...guess i typed a lot this time...thanx for ur patience...hahaz...gonna be super busy in the next few weeks...outings...choir & co pracs...haiz...time & money gone...aiyahz...cnt find job also...too many clashes...super sianz...but i'm gonna tell myself...i'm supposes to enjoy not suffer...hahahz...so juz laugh and take things easily bah! (the theme of my pw...hohohoho) jia you vanessa!!!
(PS1: Bon voyage to zj & syl! Have fun in taiwan!)
(PS2: Hey buddies...i'm alright hor...dun think i'm under depression again...i'm juz complaining and venting my frustrations...i'm always the happy-go-lucky one lahz!)

tat's it at 9:42 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

HOLidAy mOoOd...

OoPs...been neglecting my blog for quite some time...paiseh...cos my "blogging is sian lehz" syndrome is back...hahahz...sometimes...i do find blogging a chore...cos got soooo many things to say...juz too lazy to put them in words...hahahz...lazy me...anyway...my com is always giving probs too...so forgive me if i'm slow in blogging...not my fault hor...
many things happened during this week...u can nvr expect man...OP...ocean ambassador...cOmIcS...ahhh...let me elaborate slowly...hope u wont fall asleep reading my blog...hahahz..(some ppl complain my blog too wordy...HA!)

ok...let me start by saying abt my oral presentation...i'll give my grp's overall presentation an OKAY...cos we were quite fluent and natural...and most importantly...we had the laughing element...(as least we made the audience and assessors laugh!) for myself...i did fumble my words and repeat "therefore" sooo many times...no choice...i was kinda nervous...but i think i manage to pass it...i hope so...my classmates were fine too...could see "RELIEVED" on their faces...guess everyone's OP was good...aiyahz...i believe the teachers are not so mean lahz...i'm juz glad that PW is FINALLY OVER...(haiz...but i still got LEP PW...AHHHHH!!!)

Ocean Ambassador (2 day) in Sentosa...05S1A's learning journey...hmm...it's really not bad...i did enjoy myself...initially...i cldnt bear the thought tat my 40 bucks wld be gone juz like tat...(hey...40 bucks can do A LOT of things lohz...) but after the whole exp...it was quite worthwhile...hahaz...let me tell ya more abt it...
Day 1: Went to Underwater World and listened to a short conservation talk on sharks... then had a tour around the place...hadnt been there for a long time already...saw many aquatic animals...then went for the "behind the scenes" tour...was quite fun... after tat had lunch at delifrance...sooo ex lohz...eat the chicken deli until i nearly vomited...hahaz...later we went to dolphin lagoon and watched the performance (drats...it was raining heavily at tat time too...)...the dolphins were simply brillant...then we also got the chance to touch the dolphin JUMBO! The skin was kinda rubbery though...hahaz...then our class were split into 2 grps...and i'm in GRP B...
Day 2: basically...ppl in grp B had report to Dolphin Lagoon in the morning for some washing tasks...but the staff were TOO NICE to us...giving the gals err...sand piling jobs...which is not exactly fun...thought we cld wash the kitchen and prepare food for dolphins...guess they dun trust us after all...and we dun get to touch the water...haiz...
fortunately...the 2nd part of the job attachment was SUPER FUN...we went to underwater world to help up...we are split into 3 mini grps...one will be in charge of the fossil sketching...another one will be at the touch pool...encouraging tourists to touch the marine animals and also to obey the correct instructions...the last grp will be doing mascots...Shark & Dolphin! After tat we got to rotate our jobs...went to do the mascot thing first...it was sooo interesting...imagine many kids run towards u...wanting to hold ur hand...surrounding u...taking pictures...WOW...so cool...even adults were enthu (hahaz...u can nvr imagine how the adults behaved...shocked!)...the only bad thing was...it was damn HOT in the costume...simply sweating like a pig...hahaz...
touch pool was quite fun too...cos u got to interact with the tourists and touch the marine animals too...i luv the blue stingray the best...the skin was sooo smooth! as for the fossil sketching...i sketch a few for myself...and i was proud of my artistic side of me...(hahaz...even 3 year old kid also noe lahz...)....many kids did enjoy the sketching process too...hahaz...
overall...it was sooo fun-filling...we even extended our time to help out...we even made balloons...hehez...i learnt to make dog and sword frm nicole and yin mun...hahaz...wldnt mind to come back to underwater world to help out in future...
the day ended with a nice BK dinner with my frens...syl, nicole, pilai, zj, chee kian, yin mun, jong, yingz & julia...

thanx to Li Rong for introducing me to AZ comic shop in hougang...went to check it out with ong ytd...they have a wide variety of comics...mainly frm taiwan...i took a long time to choose the comic bks i wanna borrow...hahaz...of cos...ong & i became members...hehez...now i can read comics books in ease (provided i got money to rent them...hahahz...) the auntie there was very kind and helpful...and i was impressed by her knowledge on comics books...she seemed to noe the books that i want to rent...hahaz...i was glad to find bus 72 going to hougang...cos i dun wan to take mrt...and in near future...bus 72 will be the direct bus frm my new house...hahahaz...back to comics...i luv 2 manga authors...Yuu Watase & Ai Morinaga...so i wld be focusing more on their manga for the time being...i want to rent anime too...but...anime is juz too ex...haiz...btw...Alice19th ROCKS!

juz one more week...i can kiss sch goodbye (for the time being...) and welcome my holidays with my arms...hohoho...tml...the day after tml...and on...will be days of lectures...muz pay attention...hehez...but my holiday mood has already arrived...wat the heck....cos been a bit forgetful and 'dazey' these few days...everytime when i read comics or watch anime/idol dramas (onli for those can create huge impact in me)...i will going into 'dreamy' mode for a few days...hahaz...tat's me lohz...vanessa!

tat's it at 8:58 PM

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Life's dAmN fUnNy

hAhAz...life's damn funny i shld say...i dunno wat made me think this way...it seems tat our lives are always full of surprises...good and bad ones i suppose...i got to know one friend...she's a very nice and helpful girl...and mind you...she's super talented! I think i nvr came across a girl like her...she's almost well-versed in everything...she almost had all the talent tat i wished for...sometimes...i even felt inferior standing next to her...u see...it's not tat i lack of confidence or i'm crazy...it's juz tat i admire tat she has her own strong capabilities tat she can be proud of...but when the spotlight turns to me...it seems dim...hahaz...i dun really have a talent i'm proud of...maybe due to the lack of recognition...but i dun regard my talent as a 'talent" when other ppl can surpass it sooo easily...get wat i mean...hahaz...maybe tat's y life's funny...making the fool of ourselves...hohohoz
enough of crapping...hahz...firstly to say...i was very happy to hang out with my close buddies last week...ong,dor,ping&hui...miss them lots...had a nice time talking to hui...knew tat she faced alot of obstacles in sch...esp the fact tat she might have to drop one sub to be promoted...but after reading her blog...i'm so glad for her as she can keep 4 sub...she can continue to pursue her studies for LEP...tat's sooo GREAT! as for dor, she's also facing hell of 'many problems'...i hope she can be promoted to jc2...and to be away from the nasty teachers...juz want her to noe tat...watever decision she makes...i will support her always! ping as usual...her new term starts and she seemed to get all pumped up for sch...actually...i always thought ping'll be better off in jc...but seeing her doing well in her studies and befriending a grp of good pals in poly...i'm relieved tat she did make the rIgHt choice...didnt expect tat she's can adapt so well...hahaz...sometimes i do wonder what will i become if i'm in poly...heard frm my mum tat my cousin is doing well in poly...participated in a competition and won a prize...and i'm here...stuck in a jc life...unable to achieve anything...cos everyone is a strong opponent...i cldn't find a place to showcase my talents...i juz think jc is not the right place anything else except for academic grades...hahaz...ok...as for ong...nothing to say abt her...hahaz...cos...she's strong as ever...she's always the smart & witty one...sure she's doing well in vjc...the gal who's going to get 2 S papers...my my my...
got scolded by the choir president today...ok lahz...not scold...but erm...nagged...or shld i say warned...aiyahz...noe tat it's my fault...cos shldnt use PW meeting as an excuse...but no choice...i'm always the one accomodating to my members...but i was shocked indeed...cos it made me realise tat i cnt treat choir practices lightly...cnt pon for no reasons...i'm kinda not used to it...cos i'm a famous 'ponner' in sec sch...only something tat i like will keep me going...eg...i seldom pon co practices in jc...cos i like being in co with my friends...although it can get bored at times...i like choir...but i still need time to find a sense of belonging...to make myself committed to this cca...haiz...tough man...juz tough
i got my choir costumes for the competition...i'm sooo relieved tat i can fit in the clothes...hahahz...and mind u...the previous owner is not fat lohz...and i can fit in her clothes lehz...hahahaz...sooo happy...of cos it's a bit tight lahz...juz need to lose some weight...YESH! LOSE WEIGHT! TRY LOHZ...
i want to announce tat i'm going anime/comics/idol dramas crazy...hahaz...i finished watching samurai deeper kyo...super nice...luv the characters and songs...thanx to nicole for lending it to me...i tink the next anime i'm watching will be D.N. Angel...i will be thanking mengtak...my co-zhong ruan player for agreeing to lend me...hahaz...and a big thank u to li rong...for agreeing to lend me the whole set of Alice 19th comics...ahhhh....thanx to all of them...juz wondering...who can lend me "Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa"?...i juz luv ming dao and qiao en....hahaz...
wrapping all up...juz cut my hair recently...got diff. comments from everybody...hahaz...my parents said tat it seemed tat my hair is same as before...some say not bad...quite nice...some even say they dun recognise me...hahaz...so funny...but i like my new hairstyle lahz...cos it's cool man...hahahz...ahhh...late liaoz...gonna go hit the sack...nitez everyone...sorry for the long entry...congrats to u if u managed to read till the end...hahaz...
happy hari raya puasa!

tat's it at 12:35 AM

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